Oh, hello May!

I admit that I am glad April is over and while I don't have much vision for this new month just yet, I'm going to hope that it brings some sweetness back into my life.  

          life: and other things                      

I applied to a position at Como Park Zoo and Conservatory and got a job in the gift shop.
I almost accepted a Craigslist offer to be a live-in girlfriend/house wife.

I got both of my tax returns on the same day that I got paid.
And then I spent most of it instead of paying bills.
Considered moving to anywhere but here. 

Get the May calender {above} from Dear Friend

        on another note:                                

The last few months I have been avoiding pretty much everything from my relationships, my responsibilities and the things that I vowed this year to untangle. Instead of reaching beyond the surface in anything I prefer to keep every thing at a shallow comfort level. It's a quality of mine that often frustrates me because I want to invest deeper into my relationships and grow in my passions but at every knot in this ribbon of my life I drop everything and hermit myself away.

I don't know how to stop running and to start digging.